It was a nice night last night. It got a bit colder as we sat there, but the conversation is always warming so I did'nt mind. I always love listening to Angie. She always knows what to say and she is always inspiring and full of advice. But last night she taught me something I can't shake.
We got to talking about the end times. Politics lately has inspired such theological talk because it's apparent we are living in the end times. I know alot of people laugh you off and say your being fanatical or even loopy but I guess those folks are just going to have to wait it out.
But we got to talking about the rapture. She was of the persuasion that there will be no rapture and that believers will go through the tribulation with the rest of the world. During this time Christians will endure severe persuction much of it ending in death. The Anti-Christ will kill all Spirit - Filled people. That is the only way he can end the influence of the Holy Spirit in the earth. Of course, we are the only manifestation of God on earth. It's a haunting thought to some..but for me it provoked me to analyze my faith.
In Phillipians 3:10-11, Paul makes reference to becoming like Christ unto death:
10I want to know Christ and the power of his resurrection and the fellowship of sharing in his sufferings, becoming like him in his death, 11and so, somehow, to attain to the resurrection from the dead.
Colossians 1:24,Paul makes another reference for suffering with Him
I want you to know how glad I am that it's me sitting here in this jail and not you. There's a lot of suffering to be entered into in this world—the kind of suffering Christ takes on. I welcome the chance to take my share in the church's part of that suffering. When I became a servant in this church, I experienced this suffering as a sheer gift, God's way of helping me serve you, laying out the whole truth.
In Jewish/Christianity's history, people were persucted for thier faith. There have been mass killings (holocust, NT martyrdom..etc) and if history is true and it always repeats itself. Could there be a chance that the church aint going out like it thought? Could it be that in the final days..you will truly have to suffer as Christ suffered? That you must truly take up your cross and folllow him? Could it be? It would be a far cry from the mystical "left behind series" theroy.
This made me think- Am I ready for the Great Tribulation? I am ready to die for my faith? Will I be scared? Will I watch someone kill my husband? Will I be lined up with my fellow RWOC members and be slaughtered? Will I watch for weeks on TV the glorification of murdering of millions of Christians all over the world and simply await my turn? I know this sounds morbid..but could it be true?
As Easter approaches I feel the challenge of God. I feel him pressing on my heart to be more steadfast in my evagelism. To be more pure in my life so that I may win some people. I need to become more influential to reach more people. I need to do whatever it takes. I need to stop being lazy and pushing the thought that Jesus is coming back off. Because the realility is- is that he is coming back.
May I become more like you God...may I die everyday...